Thursday, October 21, 2010

He's givin' and He's takin'

Ok. So here's the scoop people...
So work has been really stressful and hard (hence the reason I've been MIA from most forms of communication). I just want to crash every night and not think about anything. I'm sorry if anyone's been offended by that. Anyway, I had a long chat with Jesus on the way home on Tuesday about how I was concerned that I wasn't exactly where He wanted me to be. I prayed for guidance in maybe striking a better balance, or being able to see that this was indeed exactly where I was supposed to be, or if it wasn't where He wanted me that He would make it very clear. The next morning, I got fired. Needless to say prayer has been answered which I feel so blessed about. The last couple months have been such a crazy ride and it's totally making me uncomfortable. At the same time, I know I asked for this. I wanted to be uncomfortable and I wanted to grow and that's exactly what's happening. I'm excited to see what happens. I know that God will provide for us as He always does and I know that He will show us where He wants us! I love that my God has given me that confidence. Andy's been blessed with a little bit of work on the side for this guy from our new church. That was really cool. There's talk of allowing me to stay at the hospital as a student for a while but the details on that still need to be worked out and I'm not exactly sure what to think about that yet. UGH! I absolutely miss my family and MY GIRLS!!! I want so badly to give Jenny a hug and hear Kaysi make a sassy comment out of the blue, and to hear Katie talk about something she's really excited and passionate about!!! I want to hear them all laugh in unison and then hear Amanda laugh at my laugh. I could go on forever but Jackson's has to go potty and Andy really wants us to go on a walk tonight. I'll keep posted more often.

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